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eweee! dizzy dizzy today! feeling urk! blood pressure is 109/53 which is a bit low I think, headache from hell also! day of from work so have lazed around all day, willing baby to stick really hard, worried as hell of something going wrong.

Well here I am at 33 weeks and am left wondering where has the time gone!!!!  The weeks seem to be flying in, which I guess is a good thing.

The next few weeks are going to be busy, I have a funeral this week and two sports days plus my eldest son is off surfing and has his induction for senior school.  It's always the same this time of year and no doubt in a week or so will have my son's leavers production!

Matt and I are getting married on the 31st of July so that's going to be a little on the hectic side, he's not taking anytime off work but then he has a month off from my due date and seeing as his vasectomy is the 19th August I am not complaining!!!!!

Looks like I am having another boy :)

29th June 2008

Well the coil was removed on the 16th of June( not as painful as I expected!) AF appeared on the 18th and left on the 22nd! We are trying for a girl based loosly on the shettles method (I say loosly because athough a girl would be amazing a boy would be equally loved!) so bd up untill three to four days before ovulation then stop. Well we stoped on the 24th hoping ov around the 28th but the tests are not showing up possitive so guess we have missed the window of oppertunity for this month!! Bugger.(I did say if you get easily offended don't read!!) Now to carry on bd and maybe get a boy?? or to wait for next month (I probably won't get it right anyway as I only have one tube!! so probably ov from the tubeless side!) I'm 37 so this is really going to be our last baby so I guess its best to wait untill next month.  Not sure how long the little swimmers live, so maybe there is still a slight hope!

ok so Im nearly 6 weeks now, and I can't believe how emotional I'm getting, Im certain I wasn't this bad with Zak :-( Im convinced my husband doesn't love or fancy me anymore, I keep crying at everything and I keep storming off every time we have an argument then crying because he doesn't follow me to see if I'm ok. Max died in Hollyoaks and I cried for about half an hour and then there's the whole "everyone's a knob and I hate you all" thing. I woke up this morning to find that sii's parents had taken zak to the car boot sale down the road without telling us where they were going. I panicked, got dressed and made sii drive me down there to get him when we rang to find out where they'd gone. But tbh, Im dont think I'm over-reacting on this one, I'm sure noone would be happy to wake up and find their baby gone, as their parents in law didn't even BOTHER to leave a note. I cried the whole way there and the whole way back, but did I get an apology?? NO. I'M his mother. I'M the one who ...

Well, Firstly I am so glad to be here at last! I'm a a very little bit pregnant at 5 weeks and a whole 5 days after my third cycle of ICSI.  Prior to that I had 6 months of stimulated IUI. It's been a pretty hectic year or two with all the stress associated with the treatment, but obviously worth it! My baby is not going to be born into a nuclear family, more of a bohemian one as my female partner and i conceived with help from our friend.

......The first thing I've noticed is that when the test comes back positive it only signifies the beginning of a whole new set of  worries and anxieties. I don't think these are exclusive to me, i reckon that people who conceive naturally likely feel the same.  So far i've had no symptoms except slightly tender breasts. Am i alone in wishing i was vomiting rings around myself!!??

...........I'm about to leave for the airport armed with a handful of pregnancy tests, my enoxaparin injections ...