Sounds like things have got on top of you. Moving is one of the most stressful things EVER so that alone must be so frustrating. It's horrible being in limbo like that but it will be resolved eventually. Try tackling one problem at a time and maybe try not to look at the big picture for now? Little steps.

I think the counselling will really help. Sometimes just making the decision to do something can make you feel more positive. As you've said, things are already getting better so things can only improve from there.

Everyone has shooty days at work or even shoot weeks, we've all been there. Maybe things will seem better Monday morning. If you're genuinely unhappy there, maybe look for something else.  Maybe taking the medication will make things seem more bearable. There's no shame in taking AD's, if it's going to help you then it's a good thing. Hope you feel better soon xx

im from pdin and have seen your threads about life!!

i feel down too but have a lot less to worry about. it really puts it into perspective for me.

the prozac will help pick up up at least so you have more energy and feel better in yourself. the only thing id say is try not take them for too long or you'll come dependant maybe you couldslowly weaned onto st johns wort and a good diet also help. plenty of info on net about depression beating diets. in think B12 and zinc needs to be at healthy levels.

oherwise i dont know. how far is the nursey could you not keep him there until you can move another time or is it so far off seemly likely!?

big hugs x

Sounds defeatist but you sometimes have to accept that things dont work out how we plan them.

Going by some of your others posts you seem to have very high expectations which leads to you feeling down when things dont go the way you want- its part of being a grown up to expect it to a certain degree tbh.

There seems to be a massive taboo on taking pills for depression. If you are deffo depressed then take the medication and hopefully you will start to feel better soon. As for the house Im afraid nothing can be done about that now so try and put it behind you. Taking your wee one out of his playschool wont do any harm and hopefully you and dh will be able to sort things out. The fact that your both willing to take steps to sort your diferences out is a good sign.Things seem worse because your down. Please take care and I hope you feel better soon xxx

and I'm coming on to debates as i know you'll all tell me to buck my stupid ideas up...........

 My marriage isn't great - but - we are going to start Relate in the next fornight as i want it to work and since we spoke about getting help that's got better........

My house has completely fallen through this morning - and this is what i am most upset about - we have been strung along by them since July and we'd already taken a drop in price from £270 (which we sold it for in March) to £245k and out of desperation i offered it to them at £235k yesterday (they wanted it for £230k) - i'm so upset about this - it's not so much me and dh as i don't care about us - it's the fact that they knew that i had sent my ds1 to playschool in the area we were moving to because they confirmed they were definitely interested and now i am going to have to unsettle him and get him in a sh*tty playschool and school round here. 

I'm going to start to take the prozac i got from the doctors this week today as i can't smile at all and i don't want it to affect my boys.  i'm so sad that i just want to smile but can't.

Work has been rubbish this week to - but that's another essay - so many upsetting things going on this week.

i know in this current climate people are mad to buy a house - but i really thought they'd proceed with it. 

What can i do to get myself out of this.