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13/12/08 20:30
Hiya again hun.Hope your ok.Have you been up to anything? I dared to go into town today,it was really really packed.The queue for woolies was massive so didnt bother trying to get in there,ive more or less got everything now apart from my mum and dads.Even got the girls stocking stuff and selection boxes! Im so proud of myself! Isabelles christmas fair wasnt all that great yesterday,had to buy some fudge cos shed helped her teacher make it,it hasnt set but gary says it tastes nice.
My brothers round again to play on the wii so looks like im gonna be going to bed to get out of the way.They wouldnt even let me finish watching x factor! I dont even like it anymore but when i start watching sommat i like to finish.I think JSL will win it. The kids went up to watch it in bed but they fell asleep about 10 mins in.
I only nipped on to see if you'd been on so im off again now.Speak to you tomorrow. Bye xxx
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12/12/08 12:09
Morning hun.How are you today? I can just about make your pic out,it looks like its a really clear scan photo.Have you put it on through your pics on your profile page? If you have ill look at her properly on there.Ive got a few pics on but dont know if i have thomas' most recent scan cos it wasnt all that great.Its the worst scan pic weve had. Im really fed up today,garys gone out and ive done all the housework and now im fed up. Got isabelles christmas fair this afternoon,so she can come out early which isnt too bad.Its cost a fortune with school this week.Everyday shes brought a letter home for money for something.She didnt enjoy her panto yesterday,it scared her but its cos a few mths back her cousin stayed over and told her nasty monsters lived in the dark and stuff like that and it really affecetd her for a while.We couldnt get her up to bed for about 6 wks,she was terrified so we said that the little sh*t wasnt allowed back here again. Hes a horrible kid anyway,i know its not nice to say about kids but sometimes you find one thats punchable dont you? You can already tell hes gonna be gay too.Hes very feminine.Im a nasty cow sometimes. Your lucky having all that shopping around you,ive heard of the bluewater,its somewhere id like to go but its so far away. Did you go to woolies last night? I went in last weekend and it was really cheap. Got to go in to town tomorrow which im not looking forward to,its too busy at the mo.Ill go in on my own so its less stressful.My sister works in topshop and says its been dead in there for a while, people go in to ask when the sale starts and go back out again.When im thin again i cant wait to go on a shopping spree in there,she gets 75% off!
my visions all blurry at the mo and im struggling to type.My mum has to go back to the docs today cos shes found a patch that looks cancerous again. Hopefully shes wrong but im not so sure to be honest with you.I wish it would just go away. Im really struggling to type so im off until im normal again! Speak to you soon.xxx
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11/12/08 21:25
hi hun..... finally got sum piccys on..... only taken a few mnths,lol, dunno if u can work the scan pic out, its really blurey on here, hope u r ok?, im really boared!!!!! xxxxx
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11/12/08 12:26
hi hun..... just sneaking on 2 get outta the house work,lol, got loads 2 do n really carnt b botherd, i 4got bout the whole potty training stuff, not looking 4ward 2 all that again, every1 kept nagging 2 get jack done, but i just let him do it in his own time, i think he was about 3 n a half b4 he was fully done? my friend recond hers was at 9 mnths n used really p*** me off, i spose girls r easier as they sit down? jacks always stood up 2 wee n used 2 go everywhere, jacks schools only about 5 mins away which is great, mark liked a house that was 30 mins away, n i was like if u drop him off n pick him up we can have it, it was all hills aswell, nightmare, scan was all fine,n her hearts ok, she had her legs over her head n got sum good pics, really need mark 2 put em on here 4 me, whats isobella gunna b in her play? there was a big fight between sum mums at the school this morn, dunno what was goin on, but 1 of ems a proper druggie?it was right outside jacks class, weve got loads of shops round here, have u heard of bluewater? its about 15 mins away, but really expensive n posh, then theres 3 big towns within 10 mins driving, n a little 1 down the road, so its pretty good, marks dad recons argos r gunna go bust soon,if they dont do well soon? i hope not i love it, apparentley they have borrowed loads 2 get thro xmas? gunna pop down 2 wollies 2nite if mark gets home in time, hope theres sum bargins, went on sat n had 2 que up 4 25 mins 2 pay, was like thorpe park, nothing amazing goin on with the eating, just when i do i feel gross n wanna b sick really bad, r u feeling better 2day? anyway hun, i really need 2 do sum housework, i hate it, speak soon xxxxx
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11/12/08 12:02
Oh yeah,dont be worrying about having another baby,it will all come back to you. i was terrified when i was about to have millie cos i felt id forgotten evrything but you get back into the routines so easily.You just have to remember to make time for Jack,isabelle kind of got pushed out for a little while cos your so busy with a new baby just make time for you and him to have special time together then he doesnt resent you or emily. The thing im scared of this time is having a boy,I dont know how to even clean his bum! But im excited,i cant wait to meet him now and pregnancy to be over with.I want to start feeling normal again. It starts to drag from this point,im 27 wks today and im having him at 39 wks.I go to get my section date on the 10th feb so im counting down to that as my main date.Its isabelles birthday on the 17th feb i dont know what we will do about a party cos ill be like a house.Im rambling again now! See you later hun.xxx
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11/12/08 11:53
Hiya hun.How are you? How did the scan go?Hope evrything is ok.I dont really see the point in antenatal either,its a waste of time.Midwives dont even take you seriously when you dont feel great.My next one is christmas eve,and i could do without it.What are you worried about to do with your eating? Im sure ill be ok but if not ill figure it out,i did last time.Ive actually only put just over a stone on so im doing ok,i just feel huge.Are you doing anything today? Millies poorly so were staying in,i really need to go out tomorrow though so i hope shes better.Isabelle has a pantomime at school today,was only £2,so thats ok if she enjoys it.How was Jacks play? I bet you really enjoyed it.Isabelles isnt until next wednesday,she has a christmas fair tomorrow so will wander over for that,her school is about 2 minutes away from us just across the road really so that makes life easier.Does Jack finish school on Friday next week? Isabelle is asking everyday whens it christmas,shes driving me mad now.Millie is kind of grasping something special is going on but not really understanding,i want to take them both to the grotto in town but not sure millie will go in.I think she might hate it. Im getting really excited now,i love christmas, i get excited thinking of them with their presents.I hate setting eveything up though,and trying to get toys out of their boxes is impossible.We got isabelle a polly pocket race to the mall car set last year and it was poo,thought she was gonna love it but it didnt even fit together properly.Its all under the bed now.The only big thing to set up this time is millies thomas the tank engine train track thing,its pretty big so that might be a pain so will leave it to gary to lose his temper! Having trouble trying to get millie potty trained,seems like weve beeen doing it ages but getting nowhere,were leaving her without pull ups when were in the house but if shes in the conservatory or upstairs she just does it on the floor.shes getting better at pooing on it but wont pull her pull ups down to go on potty just does it in them instead. We never had problems with isabelle,i think millie is just a bit lazy.I really want her out of them before thomas comes,i thought she would have been sorted by now,shes 2 and a half.
Ive forgotten what you have written in your post now so im just rambling on. Hows Marks work going? Garys old place made more redundant yesterday,looks like it will end up closing,so he was lucky to be laid off when he was cos at least we got the redundancy,if it closes people might not get it if they have debts.I cant believe woolworths is closing,we havent got much in blackburn so we rely on woolies for all the toys and stuff. Only have argos if it does close.They are rebuilding our town centre but it will still be rubbish we dont have decent shops.How is it for shopping where you are?
im running out of things to ramble about now so im going.Catch up with you later.xxx
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10/12/08 12:11
hi hun.... i know what u mean, feels like adges since we had a good catch up, been doin alot the last week n im exausted, feel asleep at 8.30 last night n still struggled 2 get up this morn, sorry 2 hear ur feeling crap,have u spoke 2 gary bout the eating thing? how small do u wanna get,if ur a 6-8? im really worried ur gunna make urself really ill hun,r u thinking about getting help?im having alot of "issues" with my eating at the mo aswell,i really wanna knock it on the head b4 it gets outta control, i really think u should talk 2 sum1 about it hun xxxx went 2 jacks play yesterday, he was an angel,bless him, then he had his disco after school, bet ur looking 4ward 2 it, had ante natal yday aswell, i really dont c the point in them?they dont do anything different 2 mw anyway, just u have 2 wait round 4 2-3 hrs, got a scan 2nite aswell cos mark had a hole in his heart,n open heart surgery when he was 3,so gotta get her heart checked over, just had my haircut, so feeling a bit btr,the girls r gunna b well chuffed then, if u spent that much, bet u carnt wait 2 c them opening them, boys toys deffo arnt btr!!!! u have 2 put all the tracks or roads 2gether n im s***, i get really anoyed that i carnt do it n get stressed, the photos from the christening look so stupid, my cousins only 18 n her bf looks about 14, looks really weird, its put me off em so much, was really fake, found out my cousins all had a bet who would b the nxt 1 2 have a baby n didnt even count me as they didnt think id ever have another 1, n were all really shocked that i am,but i think every1 was really, its not gunna b long after xmas is it, r u worried? im crapping it, i carnt even remember what 2 do, its gunna b getting down 2 weeks soon instead of mnths, how many weeks r u now? anyway hun best get on, hope ur feeling a bit btr, n im here if u need 2 talk, xxxxxx
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9/12/08 11:59
hiya hun.glad the christening was ok,if a bit posh! the girls arent christened but its cos we cant agree,i want them done but gary doesnt believe in it at all.i was brought up with church and stuff and think its the right thing,but im not a big believer or anything,im not even sure what i believe in.Plus we never seem to have the money for that kind of thing. Keep meaning to save to get married but we just never get around to it.Were not savers,if i have money i want to spend it,dont see the point of it otherwise. Hows Jack today,have you kept him off? Isabelle was off again yesterday,she was really poorly over the weekend.They were at ny mum and dads and she was really poorly whilst she was there.We got our tree,usually go to b&q but got it from the market,cost us £38 but they delivered it so dont think it was to bad. Looks really nice,but my lights for the window have conked out so i really need to remember to buy some.Weve finished all the presents for the girls and they're even wrapped! Im so organised this year. Think we must have spent close to £1000 on the girls,its cos we used the redundancy and because we had loads of money i didnt really keep track of what we were spending,wont be able to spend that much again so may as well enjoy it. Dont know how we will manage for 3 kids next year! What have you bought for Jack? Im really looking forward to buying boys things,theyre much better than girls toys. Whens Jacks nativity play? Isabelles is next Wednesday.Weve got a christmas party this afternoon,so thats something to do.Got loads coming up in the next few weeks,so im glad the christmas shoppings more or less done.
I feel awful about myself today,its a bit silly really cos ive got a dress on that i wore for garys mums wedding in june and its a 6-8 and it looks fine,but my legs look like tree trunks,and big ones at that and its horrible.I just keep going to look at the mirror repulsed by what i see.12 weeks left and i can lose weight but im scared that by then ill be really disgusting.Im sorry i go on about it,but it really makes me feel horrible and i bite everyones head off and just feel like crying all the time when im in this mood. It really depresses me.Hows your mood been? Feel like we havent really spoken much lately,i just cant muster the energy to type though.By the time the kids are in bed i feel done in.Ive been fine during the day,im back on top of all my housework and everywhere is spotless its just at night.Im so fed up of being pregnant now.God im a miserable cow today!Sorry hun,dont know where all the moaning is coming from. Anyway i need to make millie mop some dinner now so im off.Speak to you soon.xxx
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7/12/08 21:12
hi hun... have u had a good wkend?how u been doin? im knackerd n just putting my feet up, went 2 my cousins sons christening 2day, it was nice 2 c every1, really put me off having jack n emily christend tho, it was a posh church tho, r the girls christend? it was really weird, mark said its put him right off 2, i dont belive in god anyway n it was really goddy, im sure u can get nicer 1s tho, anyways trees up, n looking like christmas, have u done urs? r the girls excited now its not long 2 go? jack carnt wait, bless him, his not been very well again, was up all night with a really high temp n cough, so had 2 kick mark out n have jack in with me,was lovely snuggling up, got all our pressies now which is cool, did u get urs? i really dont wanna go out again, u have 2 que 4eva, went 2 woolworths fri n got sum bargins, but was well busy, anyway hun best do jacks lunch, im finding it really hard 2 get up in the morns, keep pressing snooze 10 x so its set really early, i hate getting soaked n cold aswell, r u close 2 the school? speak 2 u soon hun xxxxx
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5/12/08 13:12
Hiya hun.Just posting a quickie myself.Im glad your scan was ok,i didnt get an estimated weight,ive never had one.Its a good thing to know though. I take it your going to start painting Emily's room? How long are you gonna keep her in your bedroom with you? Thomas will prob be in with us for about 10mth up to a year,hope hes a sleeper! I was suprised by the prices in mothercare,i looked at prams and they werent dear at all. Really need to start buying things now,only have 13 more weeks to go. I cant wait now,i ant to see him. Gonna go christmas shopping tomorrow,im not looking forward to it cos its going to be really busy,and i get really bad tempered.Not got too much to buy though. What are you buying? Have you put your tree up yet? Were buying our tree tomorrow,so its up fr the kids coming home. My mum hasnt heard from the hospital yet,think it will be about 2 mths before she does,it was last time.They do the review 3 mths after the op and its a month yesterday.Hope its worked this time.
Im off for a bit now.Will speak to you later.xxx
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4/12/08 22:10
hi hun.... how r u doin??? how u feeling now? just come on 4 a quickie but really need sleep 2nite, my heads banging, went 4 my 23 week scan 2day n all was fine, shes doin great n growing well, est weight 1lb 5oz now, did u get an est weight? confirmed shes a girl, which is a relife, gunna get sum pink paint 2moz, havnt been up 2 much, tho got a few busy days cumin up now, goin 2 get the last few xmas bits 2moz n hopefully sum pink bits, seen sum nice bits in mother care i want, there not as expensive as i thought aswell, thought mc was well dear,have u put ur tree up now? has ur mum heard anything from hosp? anyway hun, im really knackerd b back soon 4 a catch up, hope ur all ok xxxxx
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3/12/08 11:14
Hiya hun.Did you manage to get to the docters? I bet you had a nice day shopping,did you buy anything nice? Ive just ordered some stuff off the internet for christmas,cant get out cos its like an ice rink outside,so im stuck in again and im bored.Its supposed to be really bad here tonight as well,we have blizzards forecast so well have to wait ans see.We dont normally get snow in blackburn,it tends to go round burnley way but its got us good this time.Hows the weather where you are? Cant believe theres been attempted abductions,it would make me worry too.The girls only get to play in the back garden,we dont let them out without us,though alot here do,you see toddlers wandering about and through the bridge from us is quite rough.Alot of isabelles friends play out on their own.Parebts dont care as long as the kids arent under their feet. My mum and dad are havin the kids on friday and saturday night so we can go christmas shopping. Gonna get the tree whilst their not here too.Im excited! Isabelles in the nativity play,shes playing the star! I cant wait to see it. I love christmas,its the first one millie is gonna get excited about too,cos she was to young last year. Ive told my mum that were not gonna be able to afford something proper,as long as the kids are sorted its tough sh*t for everyone else.As soon as christmas is over we have to buy for thomas,and its isabelles and my sisters birthday in feb,and my dads in jan so were gonna be skint for ages. Theres no point worrying about it though,nothing we can do so i just get on with it.It doesnt make me spend less! i can sympathise with you about snoring, Garys snoring is driving me mad lately,im struggming to sleep as it is but he makes it worse,i spend half the night punching and kicking him. Ive threatened to suffocate him if it carries on. Im off now,though i havent got much to do.I even gutted the conservatory yesterday cos i was so fed up,we use it as the kids play room so we needed to make space for christmas,It took me ages.Ill speak to you later.bye.xxx
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2/12/08 11:41
hi hun.... how r u feeling 2day??? hope ur ok n ur colds a bit btr.... my coughs still awfull macking my ribs kill n im really weeing myself badly now, its so horrible, back on the old granny pads, been really sick the last few days n not much down at all, so back on the lucosade, gunna try n get in docs 2nite as its getting silly now, but thats my moan over with, went shopping with my mum yday which was nice, we havnt been out 4 adges, looked at all the pink bits n christmas stuff, was trying 2 find an outfit 4 christening on sun, but couldnt find much, gunna have a look when i go with mark on fri, my bump looked cool, but everything was huge on me, in the size i'd normally get, need 2 get jack something aswell,i wish i'd said no now as i havnt got a thing 2 wear, only my old goin out clothes fit,n carnt really show my boobs off at a christening,lol, marks snoring has been doin my nut in !!!! i keep throwing him out of bed, does gary snore? it drives me insane, he sounds like an airoplane landing!!! when r u putting ur tree up? what colour r u having it? ive got loads of pink,lilac n silver,would like a change but got sum nice 1s, im really worried bout jack as theres been 2 attempted abductions round here latley, so i keep worrying, not that his ever on his own or anything, were in like a culde sac n the mums let there kids out all day in the road n dont even bother watching them, they just let em out n shut there doors, it makes me so worried,jacks always moaning cos i dont let him out n he doesnt understand, sum of the kids out there r only 2, do the girls get 2 play out where u r? havnt heard much bout jacks "dad", my solicitors dealing with it at the mo, jack calls mark dad most of the time n doesnt even know lee, but it will prob get really nasty again, he doesnt even know where i live, its a joke, anyway hun.... soz 4 rambeling on... i'll shut up now.... hope ur ok n speak 2 u soon xxxxx
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30/11/08 18:54
Oh yeah my heartburn has got really bad in the last few days.Gary got me some ranitidine yesterday and i was ok through last night.Ihad it really bad with isabelle,it used to make me throw up and thats whats started to happen in the last few days. ill see how long the ranitidine works and then go to the docs. Is there nothing at all that will help you? Have you tried drinking milk just before you go to bed? another thing to suffer from!
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30/11/08 18:50
Hiya hun.Are you feeling any brighter? Ive been so poo this last few days,just been sleeping all the time,this cold hit me really bad.Its getting a bit better now,thank god.I gutted the girls bedroom today,needed all the cr*p throwing out before christmas but im knackered now.Hadnt felt Thomas move until about 10 mins ago because of doing their bedroom so was starting to get paranoid,hes started now so thats ok. How are the electrics coming on? I bet its doing your head in.We discovered someones tried to break into our house in the last few days,theyve used a crow bar or something to try to open the front window,its one of them kind that pushes right out.Luckily its got a lock on and i always lock it so they didnt get in but im really p*ssed off and scared now. Gonna ring the landlord tomorrow and ask him for the code for the alarm system. Dont want to take any chances.
Are you looking forward to going to toy r us? We dont have one of them anywhere near us.Isabelle loves barbies,i always did too.She has loads already,think i found about 10 when i was tidying up.She has a big sports car and other things.Its made really rubbish now though,it all breaks really easy.Millie prefers proper dolls,got her loads of doll stuff for christmas,and isabelle loads of barbie things even an mp3!shell love it. What are you gonna buy jack? Gary cant wait to buy boys stuff,he wants to get thomas a scalextric next christmas! ive put my foot down though. Whats happening with jacks dad? I dont blame you for not wanting anyhting to do with him,he obviously isnt to bothered about jack.I bet marks really not happy about it.Does he treat jack as his own? its more stress that you just dont need. Let me know if you buy anything for emily whilst your there. Im going now,its nearly time to take the kids to bed. Will speak to you later.xxx
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29/11/08 11:50
hi hun.... just came on 4 a nosey, how r u doin? im really boared as marks dads doing the electrics, got about 4 hrs sleep last night n wish i could go 2 bed 2day, not up 2 much 2day, just housework......need 2 go 2 toys r us 2moz 2 look 4 stuff 4 jack, gunna have a look at all the barbies,yay, carnt wait 2 buy girls toys, r the girls in2 barbies? i used 2 love mine, really hope emilys in2 them,had killer heart burn this week, its horrible, have u got it? everything i eats starting it off, had it really bad with jack aswell, but i had my gall bladder tacken out,so i carnt make anything 2 deal with it, if u know what i mean, anyway hun.... id best get on, need 2 have a shower, b4 marks dad thinks im a complete skank, speak soon hun..... hope ur having a good wkend xxxxx
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27/11/08 13:08
ok im back.... carnt belive ur boobs r leaking, i hope mine dont, it freaks me out, did urs do it that early with the girls? i carnt remember with jack, r u gunna try breast feeding? im not, i think its gross,my friends bf her son in front of me a couple of times n its made me feel sick!!!! whos in the panto near u? i think that bloke of eastenders whos in im a celeb is in our local 1, i dont think will go this yr, got alot cumin up b4 xmas, got marks dad doin our electrics this wkend,cos we havnt had a light in our dining room since we moved in as it was live n could have killed us, nxt wkend gotta go 2 my mums sat as sum familys cumin down who havnt seen jack 4 2 yrs,sunday a cristening, then jacks school fate etc, bet the girls will b well excited when they see the tree, jack loves it, marks really stressed bout money at the mo, which is stressin me out as he keeps goin on bout it, it doesnt really bother me, as i was used 2 having no money 2 pay the bills 4 4+ yrs, but his not used 2 it,n it worries him,were getting on alot btr at the mo, so thats good, how r u n gary? anyway hun, im talking crap....so time 2 go, speak soon hun xxxxxx
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27/11/08 12:53
hi hun.... that drove me mad yday, i spent sdges on it, how r u hun, i hope u will b ok after thomas arrives, i hate 2 think ur gunna starve urself!!!! i hope u do get help if u need it, cos it wont do u any good at all, but i know u can only do it when u feel ready,xxxx felt a bit btr the last couple of days, even cleaned the whole house yday, had a bit of a shock yday as jacks dads sollicitor rung me n said he wants accsess, i dont think ive told u much bout him, but he used 2 b v abusive n controling, anyways his found out im preg n his not happy so his gunna start using jack 2 get 2 me again, his such a looser, jack hasnt seen him 4 a yr n carnt even remember him,i dont think his ever gunna leave me alone,i could really do without this at the mo!!!!!!!!! that sounds really cool what garys gunna do,im jelouse, what sort of things will he b studying? im really in2 that sort of stuff,id love 2 do forensics, my brains like mush 2day, im so tired, carnt even think what u put now, gunna have a look..............
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27/11/08 10:25
Hiya hun.I hate it when that happens.it does it all the time on here too. How do you feel? Im feeling really poo cos ive got the cold and cough that the kids had.I have to take isabelle to the eye clinic today too and really cant be bothered.Were skint as well which always makes you feel worse.Gonna have to copper up,dont get any money until next week and then it all has to go on christmas.Ive figured out the last few bits we have to get for the kids and im gonna get the tree next saturday too.We usually get my mum and dad to have the girls and put the tree and stuff up without telling them so its always a suprise.Gonna book the pantomime tickets next week too.Are you gonna go to one? We have a main theatre which has one and itll cost us £47 but theres a smaller theatre about 5 minutes away and itll be cheaper so gonna go there instead,we had a really good time last year.
My boobs have started leaking! I still get freaked out by that and its my 3rd.i definitly couldnt breast feed,its too weird for me.Im sure thats were all my weight gain has gone,they're huge and getting bigger all the time.Millie just stares,the kids even told nana that mum has big boobs now! cheeky sods.bought a new bra last week and its getting too small already.Ive seen a 2 pack in debenhams that are actually quite nice instead of frumpy and theyre not underwired and only £12.Might get some next week.
Im gonna go cosmy head is banging and this is making it worse.Speak to you later.xxx
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26/11/08 10:52
hi hun.... just did u a massive post but i lost it all.........arghhhhhhh!!!!!! dont u hate that, i'll do u another 1 ltr, hope ur ok hun xxxxx
Hiya ladies I was just wondering if anyone else feels the same. Im constantly tired,to the point i cant keep my eyes open past tea time,im sick during the day.Im dizzy and unsteady on my feet and dont have the energy to stand up let alone anything else.and i fell over in the bathroom a couple of days ago because of a sudden dizzy spell.
Df has been a massive help because hes home all the time having just been made redundant but i hate him having to do everything.I get up in the morning and wonder how im going to get through the day.Havent even been on bounty for 3 days! Went to see my mw yesterday but she insisted it was my body gettin used to pregnancy, but 18 wks into my 3rd i disagree.Wondering if i should see a docter or if shes right. If anyone is the same or has ideas PLEASE let me know.X