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11/11/08 20:18
oh yeah..... what is it with the numb legs???? its driving me mad, n i keep getting really bad pins n needles,espech in my arms n hands at night, it keeps waiking me up....anyways xxxxxx
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11/11/08 20:14
hi hun.... u just made me poo myself,when u said 16 wks 2 go!!!!! how scareys that, ive been really porley yday n 2day,last night i thought i was goin in 2 labour as i was getting loads of pains,n 2day i just feel like ive got nothing left in me,i carnt even hold my arms up as there so weak,couldnt take jack or pick him up 2day, gunna go 2 drs 2moz if its no btr, im glad ur all doin ok,i hope gary stays ok, i hate funerals,ive never been 2 1, i find it easier 2 go when its all over n c the flowers n say goodbye,i think ive got a bit of a phobia, just watching eastenders, who do u think run over max? i dont think it was her, might snuggle up in a min n watch sex in the city, put my mate off cumin 2nite, i just wanna chill,bubs is goin mad all the time, she really kicks me hard now, my bumps really big n itchy, anyway hun im gunna get the quilt down enjoy the peace, hows ur mum doin now? got my aunt lined up 2 take jack 2moz if im still crappy, i carnt belive how hard this pregs been, they do say girls r trouble, not had my food yet, im bieng really sick again, had 2 get mark run 4 a bag last night when i was in the bath, n was really sick, i think ive lost at least another half a stone, everythings just falling off me, have u put much weight on yet? i was reading sum of the other girls have put on around 18lbs, did u put on much weight with the girls? i only put on 5lbs with jack, was really lucky,n he was 7lbs6, so i was less when he was boarn, im talkin crap now,so i'll speak 2 u soon hun xxxxx
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11/11/08 17:48
Hiya hun.Wish you were feeling better,glad you had a good weekend though. Your not gonna manage any of that good stuff you ordered in your food shopping! Send it to me,im craving sweet stuff constantly,and i never really bother with it. My bump has got massive too,Thomas is moving loads more as well,my belly keeps moving all over the place,its all day too,dont think he likes slepping much so thats not a good sign is it? Im not used to babies that dont sleep these 2 were really good and slept through from 6 wks.
Are you having your girly night? Hope you have a good time if you do.I cant be bothered with anything at the moment.Really have to go into town tomorrow though cos we need to order the flowers and i need to buy some black shoes.Isabelle got on well with her gran but millie just screaned every time we went,she didnt take to her really. Garys much better than i expected him to be so im not sure its sunk in yet,might not hit him until the funeral.I would be so angry if ever got robbed of the chance to say bye to someone i loved.
my mind keeps going blank too,im so brain dead at the minute i even keep getting the kids mixed up!sleeps getting worse too,i cant get comfy in bed and my legs are going dead.only 16 wks more weeks of suffering to go! My minds gone blank now! Had loads of stuff to say and i cant think of any of it.Ill get going and see if it comes back to me. Speak soon.xxx
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10/11/08 12:57
hi hun..... omg, how s***tys that, carnt belive u didnt know, i never got 2 say goodbye 2 my nan n have always regreted it alot, were the girls close 2 her? hope his ok, i keep goin really blank when i come on here, my brain doesnt work at all at the mo, ive just had 2 crunchy bacon rolls n maltesers, i feel sooooo sick, i ts not gunna stay down at all,i was so sick last night, it was awfull, i was in so much pain, it felt like my stomack was gunna come out my mouth, n was heaving all morn b4 i took jack 2 school, did the shopping on the net last night n got all stuff i fancy 4 a change,instead of the norm, carnt wait 4 it 2 come,orderd rasbery pavlova,rubarb crumble,red grapes,choc pop tarts n loads of nice biccies, yday i kept down poached eggs on toast, so about 500 cals again, shes defo growing tho, my bumps grown loads in the last wk, i look preg now..... ok gunna stop wrighting bout food now,lol, thomas is ok, gunna get sum garden gloves n start handeling him,so he gets used 2 it n we keep our fingers, he likes jack tho, just bites me n mark,we must b tasty, went 2 marks mum n dads on sat n watched footie, arsenal beat manu, so we was happy, marks goin 2 watch em 2moro night, so i might have a girlie night, dunno yet? his mates cumin rnd 2 pick him up,so he wants the house 2 b perfect, but its a complete s*** hole, i just carnt get motervated 2 do it at all, i havnt even done my make up yet, ive just got no energy at all, anyway hun, soz 4 goin on, hope ur ok,n sort the funeral etc out, speak 2 u soon xxxx
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10/11/08 12:33
hiya hun.hope you had a good weekend.hows your sickness been? garys not to bad,she had been diagnosed with cancer a few months ago,and deteriorated really bad apparantly over the last week.no one told us she had been taken to hospital so were really angry about it. anyway lets try to cheer the mood up a bit,what a s***ty week its been.
hows thomas the hamster? hope hes not escaped again.cant think what to write today,my heads all over the place.ill write later on.garys sisters just come so were gonna have to sort some things for the funeral.speak to you later today hun.xxx
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9/11/08 12:14
oh thats a shame hun..... is he ok? was she porley? just thought id have a quick nosey, but got loads 2 get on with, think were having a spring clean,but getting the new front door put in at the mo, looks like their doin a right bodge job,so hope its gunna b ok, hope ur all ok n sorry bout ur sad news,will have a good catch up soon xxxxxx
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8/11/08 17:25
Hiya hun.Hope your having a nice day.Nut a long message,Garys grandma just died so i might not get chance to come on tomorrow.Just wanted you to know im not ignoring you.Will speak to you as soon as i get chance.Hope your ok.xxx
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7/11/08 18:56
hi hun.... just thought id write a quicky as i dont think i'll b on 2moz, gunna go 2 marks 2 show his mum the dvd n watch arsenal, my minds gone totally blank n carnt think of a thing u wrote,hope ur ok tho hun, god my brains dead!!!!!! speak 2 u 2moz or sun xxxxxx
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7/11/08 10:53
Morning hun.Are you ok this morning? Is thomas the hamster safe in his cage? I used to have a hamster and he escaped once,he kept coming out at night and eating all our advent calender chocolates then going into hiding again,my dad had to lie in wait one night to catch him,he was living up the chimney! They're little sh*ts hamsters.Glad Jacks enjoying the fun though!
I cant believe Mark read all your messages,thats out of order really.hope you went mad at him.Gary would never do that,if hes sat next to me he reads what im writng but id kill him if he was noseying at my things. I know where your coming from about having a life first but i also agree with mark that your still gonna be young enough to enjoy life when the kids are older.Me and Gary used to go away for weekends all the tim and now we dont do anything,were stuck in all the time and it drives me mad but we can do stuff we missed out on later in life.We might even have more money to do better things by then.I dont miss going out to much but i know gary does sometimes. We just got a letter through the door from argos saying a toy we bought needs to go back cos it may contain excess levels of lead in the paint,millie doesnt even play with it so thats £30 for something we bought last christmas so thats not bad is it. Bought Thomas a sleeping bag from vertbaudet last night.Got £10 off and free delivery so it was only £13.Gonna order millie a camera when ive finished this ,for christmas,i saw an advert in the paper for the little tikes kid cameras at TJ Huges and they're only £20 should be £55. We got isabelle one but didnt want to pay that much for millie just in case she doesnt bother with it.I didnt do the secret santa either.Still got a lot to buy.I might do the same as you with the school photos,just buy nice frames and give them out as presents.She had her picture done yesterday.
Im really tired again today.Dont think ive ever felt as tired as ive been with this pregnancy.Have you been sick today? Its not fair that marks having a go at you about eating.He knows how bad you are.Just try little amounts when you feel ok to keep him happy.Men are such hard work arent they? Do you think you will ever go back to work when the kids are older? What did you used to do? Im gonna watch the disney channel with millie for a bvit now.Speak to you soon.xxx
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7/11/08 10:09
hi hun, how r u 2day, dont feel down bout urself xx im sure u look nice hun, its just the way were feeling, ur defo not fat hun at a size 8-10!!!! i sat crying hystericly in the bath the other night, how weird, i was really upset that mark had read my posts.... about him not doin housework,was really p***ed off he was reading my stuff, i went 2 bed last night aswell as he was goin on bout me not eating,n not trying hard enuff, i was asleep by 9, anyways..... thomas has now bit us all,lol, we got him out last night n he got away n was running round jacks room,n we couldnt catch him, jack was wetting hiself laughing, he had tears cumin out,it was so funny as me n mark were 2 scared 2 pick him up cos he bites! his room was trashed where we were trying 2 get him,u should have seen us, all scared of this tiny thing, i didnt bother with the secret santa....did u? i havnt even got 1 for the fam yet, im such a scrooge this yr, got jacks school photo form yday, n i think im just gunna get loads 4 my mum,dad n that, i used 2 want another kid when i was about 35ish, but i really dont think id want that now??? i dont think i could start over again, hopefully will have some of the morgage paid off by then,b4 i was preg, i used 2 have so much more fun, me n mark went 2 turkey n greece on our own in the last yr n i loved it, as id only been on hol,when i was 16,n we used 2 get p***ed every wkend n have a laugh,we wont b able 2 do that with 2, i just enjoyed it,when we had the chance 2 do things on our own, id have loved 2 go on a few more holidays n that first, i think where id never been, i just wanted 2 see a bit more of the world, but mark wanted 2 get the family out of the way so we can do it when were older,i dunno maybe im selfish, but ive been a mum since i was 21 n just wanted a bit of a life 1st, anyway hun.... soz 4 goin on, i know im a div, i'll speak 2 u ltr, oh yeah sum lunchbox ideas.... not that im the best person,lol, deralie dunker...cheese string... yougert tube....pitta bread....cerial bar..... sausage roll.....pasta..????? think thats about it, u carnt do 2 much can u.... xxxxxx
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6/11/08 18:01
Hiya hun.You need to go on a shopping spree if you've got some money.I got my maternity clothes with the redundancy money,ive never bothered with them before.Only problem is i got size 10 cos i wasnt sure what size to get and its all big especially the jeans.Got my coat in 8 though and its perfect.I dont think we will have any more kids now,especially as we got the noy we wanted but you never know.Im still only 27 so maybe in 10 yrs time or something when all the kids are looking after themselves we might have another.Im kind of sad to think this is probably it,i really wanted it to be an enjoyable pregnancy but its poo again.I can see why you dont want another,you've had it really bad.
You made me laugh talking about jacks dinners at school.I was still laughing when i just told Gary.Poor boy.I take it he has a packed lunch,isabelle does but im running out of ideas.She usually just has a couple of pieces of fruit and crisp and a butty.Its so boring though.Do you have any good ideas? I bet hes impressed with his hamster,We were gonna get the girls something like that but decided to wait until after the baby,it takes me all my time to clean these 2 at the min,cant be arsed with that.Millie loves thomas the tank,convinced she thinks thomas is gonna come out as a little train,she even asked for henry and percy when we said thomas was in my stomach. Isabelles been in trouble at school today cos shes bossy,its the way she is though shes really intelligent and gets fed up of people that arent the same.She is a little madam too,she doesnt listen to me at all.Gonna go round to the nursery tomorrow to put millies name down for next september,she will hate it.Only likes being around me. Have you done anything today? I fell asleep all afternoon,dont know where it came from but it did me good.Dont feel as crap today,i felt poo yesterday was really emotional and felt like a big fat frump.I sat in the bath crying but didnt really know why. Anyway im gonna go for a bath now,ill speak to you soon. Did you join that secret santa thing theyre doing on here? Bye bye.xxx
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6/11/08 10:20
hi hun.....weve got a thomas aswell now! we went n got jack a hamster yday, n his called him thomas after thomas the tank, bless,his really cute, brown n white, well he's a she, but didnt tell jack as he wanted a brother,lol, so shes had a sex change, little s*** bit me last night,his in jacks room at the mo so gunna c how it goes, gunna have 2 keep cleaning him,so he dnt get stinky, im glad ur mums doin well, hopefully it will b all gone now,has she got 2 go back soon 4 a check up?im not surprised u feel crap 2day after all that goin on,do u feel any btr 2day? i feel really yucky sum days, my hair n skins really dry,n i feel a right tramp, all my clothes r so baggy now, i look like a bag lady,i think im gunna buy sum clothes on the catelogue? im already paying off £600 tho,marks got about 4x more clothes than me! its so unfair,he always looks nice, its weird when u can buy stuff isnt it, i thought id have brought loads by now, but havnt got anything, weve got a envelope weve been putting cash in, n got £50 in there now, carnt belive i havnt spent it!!! my scans on the 4th, so might get mark 2 book day off n then go shoppin after? do u think ur gunna have anymore kids after thomas? i really dont know, i think mark would love a boy,but im not sure, ive got my aptt at the "c" hospital on the 19th, so cumin rnd quick,so dont even know if i'll b able 2, mark was desperate 4 a kid, from about 6mnths in2 our relationship, we had a bit of a scare after 4 mnths, n he was crapping it tho,he used 2 talk about it pretty much everyday, he was so broody, anyway hun, id better get on with sum bits, im gunna try n have a nap 2day i think, been goin 2 bed really late, jacks teacher said 2 me this morn, im putting 2 much food in jacks lunchbox, n his getting tummy acke, trying 2 eat it all,n missing out on playtime, bless him, i carnt stop over feeding people, as i carnt eat much, keep doin it 2 mark aswell,lol, i felt awfull, speak soon hun xxxxxx
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5/11/08 19:30
Hiya hun.Have y6ou had a better day today? Hope so.Im so tired,i feel really miserable to and i dont know why,just want to keep crying.I feel repulsive too.do you ever get like that? Been to see my mum today,she seems better than i expected.Dont think she will have to have chemo,but will just have to wait until she next sees a consultant before we know if they got it all.They didnt even have a bed for her yesterday,she had to walk down to theatre,Its a joke,theyve just built a brand new super hospital here and its already f*cked up.
Anyway im gonna try and cheer up,i bought Thomas some bibs today,they are so cute.I looked at boys clothes and didnt have a clue what to get so settled on the bibs.I love debenhams for baby stuff,i could spend all day buying stuff in there.I think you'll be ok to buy Emily some things.Its really unlikely that she isnt a girl,99.9% is pretty good odds! I ve kept alot of the girls things because i couldnt bear to throw them,They had sum beautiful stuff that ive stored in the attic.Its stuff im gonna keep forever. The girls dont have middle names but Thomas will have Owen cos its a family name on my side. Oh yeah you asked what they weighed when they were born,Isabelle was 7lb15 and millie was 6lb5.She was tiny.She still is like a dot but isabelle is growing so quickly,she really tall,takes after her dad.Is Jack tall?
It sounds like you dont get on with your dad much.Im really lucky cos my mum and dad are still happily married,and im a real daddys girl.Gary has nothing to do with his dad,We never even see him.Do you get on with Marks parents? Cant believe you want all those people with you when you go into have emily.When we had isabelle we rang my mum to come up cos we were both scared and didnt know what was happening,it turned out to be a good thing she camt cos i had to have the emergency section but 2nd time it was just me and gary and it will be this time.My dads a bag of nerves when i go in!When i had the emergency section he was at home on the whiskey cos he was terrified.Poor man cant even drink,it makes him really poorly!
Think ive wrote another essay,i find you easy to talk to as you might be able to tell! Speak to you when you've managed to read all this.Take care.Love mexxx
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5/11/08 10:31
hi hun.... hows ur mum feeling 2day? bet shes feeling rough, n how r u 2day? have u calmed down a bit now? do they think they got it all, or is she gunna need chemo or something? hope she recovers well xxxxxxx wow thats prob our longest post yet,lol, thanks 4 the pink,lol, i dont even know how 2 do that, i carnt belive u didnt find out wiv the girls, was it nice as a surprise? i still keep thinking they got it wrong, might wait till 22 wk scan till i buy stuff.... does that sound stupid? i know it is a girl really, but dnt wanna get carried away n find out they were wrong, n have the room pink etc, i just want sum1 else 2 say its a girl n then i think i will 100% belive it, i keep thinking bout tackin her home all dressed in pink....have u thought that far yet? i want pink flowers, baloons,cards,wrapping paper...everything!!!!! how much did the girls weigh? jack was 7lb 6oz,what r their middle names? jacks is aidan, as i fancied aidan off sex in the city,lol, it means firery one aswell, is thomas having a middle name? who did u have at their births? did ur mum come? i had my mum n jacks dad, this time i want mark, mum n marks mum, but i think ur only allowed 2? my stepmum really wants 2 come but i carnt stand her n she stresses me out big time!!!! shes a right dramma queen, im hoping this time shes gunna pop out,lol, cos my cirvix is scarred, it may take 4eva 2 open tho, im not really in2 a wedding dress, my dream would b 2 get married on a hot beach, drag over a couple of witnesses n just do it, but mark wants his family there, my dad recons im a selfish cow,as he wants 2 walk me down the isle, but his been an awfull dad anyway,his so fake, would b the proud dad, but his treated me like s*** my while life!!!!! i doubt he could even b sober enuff 2 do it anyway, his a joke!!!! anyway hun.... think im trying 2 beat ur long msg, so best get on, its freezing in here, love 2 u n ur mum xxxxxxxx
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4/11/08 20:14
thanks for the message. i am afraid i havent a clue how to reply or even send messsges (is this what some have referred to as PM)????
thanks for not judging me x x
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4/11/08 19:57
How long is that post? glad its you reading it and not me!
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4/11/08 19:55
Hiya hun.Has looking at pink things cheered you up? (im writing in pink to cheer you up too.)My mums gone home so i can relax now.They found much more cancer than they expected to.I feel completely drained.Im ready for bed but liverpool are on so i have to watch it.Are you havin an early night if your tired? i love early nights,look forward to bedtime from when i get up! I thought your sickness was improving.Its gonna be crap if your stuck with that right until the end.I threw my guts up this afternoon,1st time for a while ive been that sick.
I didnt find out what i was having with the girls.I kind of wish i hadnt this time,cos i feel like some of the excitements gone now,even though im really happy.I think worrys over taken me in the last few days too so maybe thats whats wrong. Me and gary arent married,cant wait to get married but its always last in the list.It would only be in a register office with just family.Id sooner die than have a massive wedding,its not my cup of tea at all.Id love to run away and do it but i want my mum and dad there. I want a dress though,would you have a proper dress? Does mark want to get married? i hate having a different surname to the kids and gary. I hate mates that only care about theirselves too.I dont see any of my mates any more,they dont have kids and go out all the time and its like we dont have anything in common anymore.We never go out really cos we dont get chance.Do you 2 go out much?
Are you doing anything tomorrow?My brothers coming round for a drink tomorrow night so looks like ill be all on my own again.They put the wii on and ignore me.cheeky little sh*ts. Anyway the games started now so im off.Ive forgot half of your post cos my heads blank tonight so anything i ignored ill answer tomorrow.Speak to you later hun.Bye.xxx
Hiya sherrielou.You must feel be really poorly to feel like that.Im getting better really,have poo days but im much better than i was but ami is still poo arent you hun? Your more than welcome to come and have a whinge if you ever feel the need.
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4/11/08 19:00
hi hunni, im so glad it all went well with ur mum!!! is she cumin home 2nite? hows she feeling? thats out of order that they didnt let ur dad stay with her,when she was so worried, at least u can have a good rest 2nite, n chill out a bit knowing its done, how u been feeling 2day hun? apart from the worrying, im such a moody cow 2day!!!!! im gunna go 2 bed after eastenders, im just so tired 2day!!! have felt sick from when i got up 2day, i keep hoping it will go, but as its ment 2 stop at 16 wks i dont think it will, what do u think? i dnt think i can take another 18 wks of feeling like this, its so poo!!! gunna go on sum baby sights in a min n look up pink stuff 2 cheer me up,i keep worrying its not a girl still tho, i didnt see jacks bits at the scan hun.... 1na my friends said she did tho,i found out at 22 wk scan, did u find out with the girls? i carnt b assed with friends who just go on bout their selfs all the time, most of my mates r pretty good, i used 2 have a friend who drove me mad tho,ive known her since i was 5, but she just stresses me out, i txt her recentley 2 tell her i was preg 4 the first time in mnths, n shes still the same same, so im leaving it, r u n gary married? i carnt remember, i dunno if i will, not really the type, id run away on our own 1 day, but wouldnt wanna fuss, anyway hun, gunna give jack an early night, his knackerd, im really glad ur mums ok hun, hope she recovers well, speak 2 u soon hun xxxxx
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4/11/08 18:39
hi guys - just wondering if you girls still suffering. i am really struggling to cope and wsh i had never bothered getting pregnany and wsh i wasnt. i hate myself for feeling like this but i jst want it out soooo much!
sorry to pester you, but i know you guys are always kind and dont judge me x x x x
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4/11/08 15:09
My mums just come out of theatre,and everythings gone well.Thank god.I feel so drained from worrying all day.They didnt take her to theatre until 12.45. she was in such a state.
Just thought id let you know.got to go and pick isabelle up now.Really cant be bothered but dont think they'd appreciate me leaving her there! Speak to you soon.xxx
Hiya ladies I was just wondering if anyone else feels the same. Im constantly tired,to the point i cant keep my eyes open past tea time,im sick during the day.Im dizzy and unsteady on my feet and dont have the energy to stand up let alone anything else.and i fell over in the bathroom a couple of days ago because of a sudden dizzy spell.
Df has been a massive help because hes home all the time having just been made redundant but i hate him having to do everything.I get up in the morning and wonder how im going to get through the day.Havent even been on bounty for 3 days! Went to see my mw yesterday but she insisted it was my body gettin used to pregnancy, but 18 wks into my 3rd i disagree.Wondering if i should see a docter or if shes right. If anyone is the same or has ideas PLEASE let me know.X