how are you? x

Thanks Lisa - just feeling sorry for myself, I guess we all go through that occasionally

Sorry to hear about yourtwins, that must've been really hard and it kind of makes me feel like I haven't really got anything to complain about

with getting your next bfp and a lovely sticky bean

aaawww hun (hugs) my partner feels like you. He is 34 and i am 21. i miscarried with twins at 3 months pregnant and have been trying for a baby for about a year and 2 months now. It is hard i know but you will get there and have your baby in your arms.

it has nothing to do with your age at all i know someone that has had 2 babys at the age of 42 so there is hope.

please do not feel down we all feel like that on here that is trying for a baby but the best thing is to just relax and it will happen for you.

add me on msn lisa_bristol@live.co.uk

if you need to talk then i am here. hope all goes well for you on monday xxx

I guessy ou're all tucked up in bed and that's where I should be too. Just made myself a lovely bacon sarnie and I'm off to give my dp a big fat hug, asleep or not. See you all in the morning

Jo xxx

sorry girls but really feeling low at the mo. Dp is asleep upstairs and totally oblivious but I'm wide awake. Really feeling rubbish about our appointmet with the fertility doc on monday. Both our initial tests have been fine but after ttc for 14 months still can't help but think thatmaybe my dp woul d be better off with a younger model (he's 33, Im 37 and not getting any younger). I know he loves me but I don't really think he understands just how insecure it makes me feel that I can't give him a child of his own .