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20/11/08 11:12
16/11/08 19:16
Hope you are well and enjoying yourself
, (((((HUGS))))) and 
as always xx13/11/08 17:26
Hiya Kerry hun I am awol no more!
Well Mrs its nice to hear that your social life is as busy as ever and more importantly that you've been back to your counselling sessions, I still get angry when I think of the injustices that life throws at really good people but unfortunately there isn't a lot we can do about it. So I'll leave a huge (((hug))) and loads of
and a wee prayer that things are going to turn for you soon Sam xxxps next post will be more cheery I promise xx
11/11/08 19:27
Hi Party Chick
Even though you didn't want to do the cosmic ordering i'm so glad it made you laugh, it did for me too when someone else suggested it.
I'm glad you're looking forwards to having fun at all the parties up until Xmas, (wish i had a few to go to), it's just dawned on me that if the Clomid works i may not be able to drink at Xmas and New Year, so unless you get your bfp have a few extra drinks in my honour.
I'm sending you lots and lots of
, hope it brings you what you wish for, 
11/11/08 18:50
I hope you are still in one piece after the go-karting and I'm glad to hear the party season has started already for you. But I am even more glad that you are still content and plodding along nicely.
Lots of love,
Katxxx
11/11/08 12:08
Seems like you have a fun filled month ahead.
I truly hope your dreams and wishes come true as you truly deserve only the best
, (((((HUGS)))) and {bD} xxxx8/11/08 19:09
Hey sweetie
So glad to hear that you're living it up in November. I like to hear that you're keeping busy and enjoying life as much as you possibly can. This year hasn't been fair to you and I only wish and hope that your luck will change around the very next corner.
Love, hugs and best wishes L xxx
7/11/08 23:19
hey girls xx all good with us, november is a very very busy month for us so i am back to what i excel at .........being a party animal lol xx Nearly every wkend from now until xmas is booked up socially and the expense is gonna cripple me but guess what........SOD IT i dont care !! am feeling fine just now, not shouting from the tree tops happy iygwim but content in myself and that will do for me, for now x
My brothers wedding is in a couple of wks so we have the hen day/night tomorrow - off to an outdoor racing track - 70mph go karts lol - with my luck i am half expecting to get stretchered off with a broken arm, wrist, leg ........actually i shouldnt even jest about it !!!
then in the evening we are having a mexican themed night at my soon to be sis in law's folks place. So as long as there is tequila and chilli then i will be sorted for the night lolStill have my wobbles and always will have but after the s****y year we have had with mil's health and losing baby lily , it does put life into perspective in terms of every day is a day for living - i have spent so long wanting to live under a duvet and hide away and you just get into a downward spiral. As i said earlier in this post, for now i am content and content is just fine for me, for the time being.
to allK x
30/10/08 12:23
Hope you are ok.
Did you do anything for your anniversary? Hope you were spoiled rotten
Shall leave you a load of
and ((((((HUGS)))) as always xx22/10/08 08:34
I'm reading your diary and it could so easily be mine ... part from the ra-ra skirt bit
There is light at the end of the tunnel, it just seems to be a really long tunnel. I do think though that when you get to the top of the waiting list, things will just fall into place and you'll know what is the right thing to do. Waiting is a awful, probably the worst bit and when your turn comes up I think you'll feel better about everything. I hope so.
And, you are right, its childfree from now on ...... sorry about my slip up lol.
Katxxx
20/10/08 23:46
Hey girls, thanks for your posts, its been nearly a month since i was last in my diary
Kalee - not sure about the cosmic ordering tbh lol - and not bcos Noel Edmond is a fan lmfao - think i would have better luck on deal or no deal right about now lmfao x
Same old, same old for us - some days are good others are bad and the worst days of all are the days where i just feel numb and detatched. Had some horrendous humdinger argy bargys with DH of late but we know its just emotions and stress that are causing it rather than an underlying hatred of each other lmfao x
Pretty much feel that the order of the day,every day is anxiety , always feel agitated and on edge, was having trouble sleeping for a while and thought a break from work was needed but i've managed ok the last few days. if im honest, im terrified to have time off work bcos not only would it give me more time to dwell, but also if i was off for a few days i really worry that i would be able to go back.........
I also seem to burst into tears at the drop of a hat, whether it be good news or bad news..sat down to watch dirty dancing on channel five last night - the orginal feel good movie and i blubbered all the way through it as it took me right back to the 80's when life was all ra-ra skirts, bananarama and twilight teaser lipstick by boots no 7 ....
am getting old and i dont like it
Anyhoo enuff from me for now. I will finish by saying i am ok, just ok, managing as well i can and just trying to put the hope and expectation of the last 7 years behind us and try to keep looking for the light at the end of the tunnel and not hurt each other too much in the process until times are better for us.
to you allK x
14/10/08 10:03
Just to let you know that even though I haven't been posting in your diary I have been in lurking.
Have you googled cosmic ordering yet? when you do and if you find anything worth noting let us know
Take it easy
, ((((((HUGS)))))) and as always xx7/10/08 17:36
Anything has to be worth a try to get your dream Kerry and maybe Kalee's cosmic ordering might just be the key. I suggest you don't use wikipedia to find out what it is though ..... the bit about Noel Edmonds being a fan is a bit off putting lol.
Hope you are OK and had a nice weekend.
Katxxx
3/10/08 19:34
Hi hun,
Just stopping by with lots of
and it's lovely to see you thinking so positively, (have you ever tried something called 'Cosmic Ordering?' it's supposed to really work) try to google it if you're interested. Take care xxxxx
3/10/08 08:10
Hey sweetie. Just popping in with some love and hugs
Glad things are helping with your counsellor and you're moving things forward. Like Kat says, I hope you're doing your homework!!
All the best sweetie. I keep my fingers crossed for you all the time
L xx
30/9/08 20:17
I hope things are still moving in the right direction for you and you are still doing your homework lol.
Love and hugs Katxxx
25/9/08 22:24
Have been thinking about you loads lately, just not been able to bring myself to do the diary rounds... I do check in on you though, even if I don't post...have been on Bounty far too long to be able to step back from it!
Sending
n (((((HUGS))))) as always hunniEm xxx
24/9/08 22:16
thanks girls xxxxxxx sorry i've not updated for a while. Have been feeling a bit better of late, long may it last. Been working with my counsellor and doing my homework ............- a refresher course in coping strategies lol xxxx Had a really good weekend last weekend, doing loads of stuff with friends and family and that always helps to put a more positive spin on things. Swimming and long walks seems to help aswell so there is a benefit all round there - makes me feel better emotionally and helps towards preparing that healthy baby making body hopefully xxxxxxxxx
to all, thanks for your supportK x
23/9/08 09:44
I hope you had a nice weekend and that your week goes OK, well as well as it can at work anyway.
Katxxx
19/9/08 06:56
I just wanted to leave you some uber strength hugs to get you through the weekend.
I hope the sun shines on you this weekend,
Katxxx
Hey hun,
Hope you're doing ok, thinking of you xxxxx Sam x