hello. thats weird i was gonna text you today. im off tomorrow but in on sunday. meant to phone you today cos weve got to open at 10am again on sunday.  had my day 21 bloods the other day and havent ovulated so now they want me to have bloods every 3 days or so to see if i do ovulate and just late. i may just buy one of them test you got actually its easier than back and forth to docs and being stabbed.!!   char said you had a scan the other day, i didnt know you were cos i havent seen you for so long, hope it went well. did you get a pic?  if you did bring it in. see you sunday take care

hello just wondered if you are still around? will see you tomorrow but just wondering how you are etc xxxxx

had such a manic day today.  nothing this end i gather from our quick converstion earlier nothing yours either. but i dont know how long my cycles are now cos theyve been messed up since lap. i said tonight id give it till next friday then im gonna test. then atleast if its negative ive got a holiday to look forward to i know ill come on on the bleedin aeroplane and blled the whole week in 34 degrees heat!!  thinking of you all the time see you soon x

hi hun!!!! any news your end yet?

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bump!!!! where are you???/ hope you are ok xxx

hello welcome home!! hope you had a fantastic holiday and are well rested seems to have gone quickly so hope not for you.  i was just gonna e mail you but thought id pop on here as couldnt log on to hotmail!  NO NEWS.  still no af spoke to consultant last week at hosp and hes so sweet hes french so could hardly understand him but he was very sympathetic, although he did say can take a long time for af to start and they wont do anything until my next appt on the 31st cos i said well ive got provera at home i might just take it to get af going in an absolute sulk, and he freaked and said no no no you might hurt yourself!  bless him i just wanna strangle him and he just kept apologising in his little accent. its just pants really hey?  good news for you atleast your back on track and regular thats something.  been training on new fx system today with char and ter so finished at 3.30 lovely. !!  yeah pop in if your in town will be good to see you but not more tans!!  teresa got home fri and shes glowing too. see you soon im off thurs but in sat so see you then x x

hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am back, how r u??? any news???? i ov'ed earlier that i should have, so i guess the metformin is working i normally ov on cd 20/21 and this time my monitor said cd17/18 so i think i should expect my af on the 14/15th i guess, if not then and i am on my normal cycle then it should be the 18th i think. or a bfp but not feeling like i am so doubt it this month.

any news on your half? af turned up yet? been to dr's or anything? will pop in one day this week anyway xx take care xx

hiya, hows u?  im fine all back to normal back into work and the op seems a life time ago now, but still no af!! tried ringing the hospital today but just went to answer phone. but have been eating obscene amounts of chocolate so maybe its on the way!!  im in work this sunday but ive just realised your on hols arent you. hope to see you when you come in for your money. if i dont have a lovely holiday enjoy the break and the warm weather, see you soon x

hi hun how r u? any news yet? will be in on tuesday for my money for holiday.....hope you are ok xx

hiya, im fine on the mend now.  had my stitches out but o antibiotics are making me feel constantly sick and giving me heartburn its horrible.  just spoke to char and going back to work on weds. not looking forward to it now im feeling better and enjoying chilling around the house and getting jobs done!!  hope your feeling better too.  see you in a couple of weeks i suppose take care. hope af doesnt get you this wkend and you get some good news

bump!!!!

hope you are ok!!! xxx

sorry.....forgot to say if this month isn't ours etc we will go and have some reki or something like that done together as that is what helped holly both times.. xxxxxxxxx

sorry i do natter on, lol!!!!!

hey hun!!! just though i would come on here and let you know i will be thinking of you tomorrow xxxxx

tuesday was good fun, not been out like that for ages with us all together. i think it is so much easier to get to know each other and have a good chat about things not work related espically out of work. today my person monitor has come up telling me i am ovulating!! couldn't believe it this morning as i didn't think i was ov'ing at all so to be told i am is great, buster just need to plant his seed properly and then i am on the 2ww, so i am on cd 20 today. and then its onto mth 21 but hopefully i get my bfp instead. would be a good valentines prezzie if i am as that is when i am due  af next. this year is OUR year, we will get there and it will be this year, i am sure of it!!!!

i think this is great we can support each other on here too and makes it alot easier as we already know each other, i have join many threads in the past about various things and after a couple of day they always go off and everyone forgets about the people that are left and i never seem to have a buddy, so you can be mine and we can do this and go through it together, make our own little diary and note our journey together and hopefully n the nicest possably way we won't be on here long and will be in the due in...instead.

if you feel up to it let me know how you get on tomorrow i will thinking of you and hoping for the best news possiable but whatever they say we will be here together and you will know where you stand and what the future holds.

i only know what to do with babies as i have had one, when its your own you will know instanly what to do and how to do it! and believe me babies are the easy part!!!

take care and lots of ((((((((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))))) for tomorrow xxxxx

hiya  good night last night. its always good being with people out of work when you can have a proper natter. like you say atleast youve got time slots now and your not in limbo - i was for like a year cos the doctor made me feel such a freak cos i wasnt having af until i started telling people n they said to go back.  we will get there this year its our year i know i feel it in my waters!!  im always thinking of you and im always here if you want a chat. i always look forward to cachin up with you every other week.  ill see you next saturday im also in on that sunday  too. have a good weekend although ill let you know how i get on on fri.  take care. 

ps  how gorgeous is mia?  chelseas little one shes just lush and your just so good with babies i just freak out!! x

hey hon!! how r u? i will see you before you see this but anyway just incase we don't get to speak about it tonight the dr has put me back on metformin, a slow relese one so shouldn't give me the problems it did last time, i have got to take it for 3mth min and he has given me a repeat for 6mths if nothing by then we will have to go and see a specialist. so atleast he is doing something for me and has given me a time limit i guess too and it should help me lose some weight too. not sure when to start it though......might wait till i have my next af then i know i won't do any harm incase i am this month, but then i very much doubt it so i and then just wasting time........oh i don't know.

see you tonight anyway xxxx

helloooo!!  good to hear from you.  glad to hear the sofas al good.  soz i didnt get to speak to you properly today it wasnt hectic but just seemed tied up. atleast the hols booked. something to look forward to.  have a good week ill be thinkin of you tomorrow at the docs. see you tomorrow night.DONT FORGET OUR NITE OUT U DESERVE IT

HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it me rachel how r u??? i have the dr's tomorrow, good luck for friday xx