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6/11/08 09:01
30/10/08 19:33
well I have been waiting all day to update but have not been able to get on any forums!!!!
My little twinkle is now 4.5cm whooo!!!!. It was brill....came straight up on screen , not nervous moments. We saw little arms and beginnings of a tiny hand up near the face. Looks like little twinkle has inherited my long legs lol...they are really long.
So a nice happy day for me today...I just have to wait until 5th Jan for my next scan which is a little scary.
Thanks for your post Kat - it means a lot xx
I'm off to enjoy my happy day...me and dh are over the moon.
love to you all xx
28/10/08 21:26
I guess you have the right BMI for IVF now then
...... somewhat ironic.Not that you need it, but
for thursday and I'm looking forward to you telling us about that fluttering little bean.
KatxxxPS. Thanks for your support, it really means a lot right now
27/10/08 19:22
Hey Kat - your spanish wine drinking plan sounds excellent to me - I bet your spanish is very convincing after a glass or 5 lol!!!!! Kepp trying though - and have my share also!!!
The fainting now seems to only occur if I am standing still and it is hot. I had to take my mum shopping with me on Saturday as I desperalty needed new clothes
for my size 8 and 10's ....I ve had to buy a 12 lol. The jeans I have bought fit lovely on the waist but i look like a sack of potatoes everywhere else. My 10's are too tight on the belly, and if I lower them they sit on my ectopic scar and I can't stand it so sack of spuds impersinator here I come lol.My sense of style has completly gone in favour of comfort - I now own leggings
(2 pairs lol )promised myslef I never would but my goodness are they comfy ....I love them.So at 10wks and 5 days I have grown from an 8-10 to a 12 !!!!!!. Its impossible to try to hide the fact from everyone.....people at work are looking at me and giving me that glance. I was hoping to not tell colleagues and clients until at least 12 weeks ( i was in fact planning on 16) but it is going to be impossible lol.
I just hope everything is OK on thursday
for me. Oh - I have also noticed that the fainting seems to start when I start thinking about the worst ... I ve been getting all breathless and feeling a little panicky which is no good at all...BUT It is very hard to stop it once that initial thought enters your head.Oh....we have a creature in our loft....it comes out in the middle of the night and I swear we have a horse up there with the amount of noise it makes at 3 in the morning. We have set some humane traps but it is very clever and seems to know what it is lol. Thats the problem I guess living so close to farms / countryside.
Oh well...moan over for today...better go and do some work - i have been putting it off for ages lol
tons of
and to you all xx(ps please excuse my typing and spelling today - it is terrible and I cannot be bothered to go through and check it all lol) xx
25/10/08 18:13
Nothing to forgive don't worry
. Just drinking some Spanish wine on the off chance that I can become fluent in Spanish by some form of red wine osmosis lol.Sounds like you need to have your feet up now, you take it easy and no more fainting. I'm so sorry you caught my fainting from me, but I'm so pleased that your BFP was so contagious and I caught that
. and double strength Katxxx24/10/08 21:28
Hi Guys...thanks for the posts.. I felt a little calmer today although I have to have an escort wherever I go so they can catch me mid faint lol!
Did a little food shopping and I am shattered..I don't know how I am going to cope with work next week!
Kat..I needed telling off for being so nosey and not thinking before I posted. As soon as I hit post I thought better of it but it was too late
.....but genuinley I am so excited for you and couldn't contain myself in wanting to know what happened next.....I promise I will be more thoughtful in future and I so hope I didn't ruin your day. My question really was asked with lots of love attached to it. Can you forgive me 
Slimchick......I will be watching for your updated posts good luck for the scan I have everthing crossed for you. You really do deserve it
lots of love to you all xx
24/10/08 20:51
It doesn't sound stupid to me at all to wish you could just go for a scan but you must relax. Fainting and your new page 3 figure are a reassuring sign. That little bean is hanging in tight for sure.
KatxxxPS. I wasn't telling you off yesterday
. I just wanted to skip around the house pretending we were nearly there for a wee bit longer - sad I know lol.24/10/08 20:29
(((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))) hun. I'm sure it's normal to feel as you are. Just keep counting down the days and I'm sure your scan will be here before you know it. I'm counting down the days til my first scan (10 Nov) to see how many embies I have on board after ICSI and I'm getting nervous already. I just hope there is something there.
{23/10/08 20:21
HI....Well I am 10wks 1day today and the panic is starting to begin again lol. My scan is on Thursday next week and arghhh i'm just so nervous...again !!!
I feel like booking a scan so I can go on my own before my appointment...stupid I know ..oh I COULD REALLY SCREAM!!!!!.
I hate this nervousness
xx
21/10/08 11:41
Hi Noonoo,
Oh no fainting isn't good. Is it your blood pressure?
Can't believe how rude the changing room assistant was (well yeah I can actually) good job there was a nice lady behind you though. You're doing the best thing taking some time off, rest can only be good for you and not safe for you to venture out on your own either. I'm sure fainting at the changing room when pregnant should qualify for some free clothes, like waters breaking in shops gets you free nappies or somet! lol Maybe you should write and complain, you never know!!! Give you something to do today!!!
Take care of yourself.
Suzie
21/10/08 11:27
Hi everyone - hope you are all OK ?
I'm not at work at the minute due to fainting! - I was driving on monday and nearly fainted at the wheel so had to call my Dad to come and rescue me lol.
I have decided to take a few days off as I am feeling faint even when sat down so am not risking driving around.
I have another scan on the 30th when I will be 11 weeks so looking foward to that but again am very scared.
talk soon xx
18/10/08 17:18
Ah Lou that must have been lovely and reassuring to see 'twinkle' on the screen (how cute!)
Not so good fainting in the shops though I hope you are feeling better now. I think in future you should take someone shopping with you and you can sit down whilst they do all the queuing. Sounds like a brilliant way to shop to me!
Isn't it ironic that your weight was a stumbling block with the Dr's for such a long time and now you are busting out of your trousers!!
Anyway take care of yourself and chat soon Jo x
18/10/08 15:49
Thanks Suzie !!! At least I have agood excuse for them popping lol.
Well I am back from meadowhell and hell it was. I was queing with my bargain work tops to try on, got to the front of the queue and fainted!!!!!!.
I could feel myself going ..was trying to take deep breaths but no luck ..down I went. The only person who helped me was the lady stooded behind me!!!!!. The shop assistant at the changing room just ignored me and asked the lady behind me how many items she had!!!!!!.
She was really lovely and said I think you had better let this lady have the changing room seen as though she has just fainted in front of you and you ignored her. The girl went...oh right...how many items lol.
Anyway....all my bargains fit..then I nearly cried at the thought of having to queue at the tills as I didnt want a repeat performance. Luckily I went to the mens section which was less busy and managed to pay for them.
So rule number one when pregnant....
DO NOT GO SHOPPING ALONE !!!!!
xx
18/10/08 14:51
Hi Noonoo,
LOL re your pants popping! Think you best get used to it though, as you're going to get so much bigger!!! How great thought that you can without worrying, no diet required!!!!
Happy shopping & have a great weekend.
X
18/10/08 10:52
Well I feel lots calmer this week - maybe its something to do with the relaxation classes and the reiki I have been having!. whatever - i do feel quite calm which is good.
Maybe the calmness won't last for long though. I am off to meadowhall as I desperatley need new tops for work as my boobs have grown so much I cannot button up any of my tops! I also may have to look for trousers as I was sat with a learner and my top button popped, then the next one then the zip came down lol - it was like something out of a cartoon.....luckily she didn't notice (well she didn't lol anyway!!!).
So size 12 trousers?..... they will be hung down on the bum and prob fit lovely on the waist.
Well I'm off to brave the masses
xx
16/10/08 12:49
Ah bless, 22mm long
, you must have pancied tho! 
Am so glad everything is as it shoud be though. Make sure you look after yourself.
Take care and sending you lots of
so Twinkle doesn't go anywhere!X
16/10/08 10:00
Phew! Pesky little thing hiding from you like that. I love the name twinkle btw - so sweet. I hope you're feeling more reassured now that everything is going to plan.
Take care
xxxx
16/10/08 09:08
Had scan yesterday... and after a little scare when they couldn't find anything ! everything is OK.
I was so scared ....especially as it took the midwife about 3 mins to find twinkle.....it was hiding but is fine and has now grown to 22mm lol.
So another scan in 2 weeks .... I will have to drink pints and pints of water to try and make things easier to find....
xx
14/10/08 16:00
Hi Lou
How are you doing? I wish I was busting out of my bra's I always fancied having a rack on me even for the short term. Knowing my luck it will all go to my backside
Lou I think it is normal to be so worried after everything you have been through but this pregnancy is truly meant to stick around. It happened in such extraordinary circumstances and remember how much luck you have had since moving your diary here. You have seen the heartbeat which is a huge step and it will not be long now until your next scan when you will see your little baby bobbing around on the screen giving you a wave!
I don't think the sickness or lack of it is anything to worry about. Being bloated and having huge {.} {.} is as much a sign as anything else. You are pregnant and will be for a lot longer.
Much Love Jo
12/10/08 14:27
((((hugs)))))). I hope you're feeling better today. I know what you mean about the questions - I;'m on 2ww of first attempt (and only hopefully) of ICSI and my family are always asking.
I can't wait to hear your good news when you have your scan. I think it's normal that your anxious and hopefully you will feel better soon.
Ok so had a really bad day yesterday.....someone crashed into me at a roundabout
I coudn't believe it.....same roundabout where someone crashed into me a few years ago...I knew he was going to do it it was awful.
Went to hospital and had a scan and thank goodness little twinkle is fine and kicking and spinning round lol.
Now I know all is OK with twinkle I can moan about me......ouch my back ....ouch my neck and shoulders lol.....I have been told I can have paracetemol but I'm too scared to have any.....I'm quite happy to be in pain cos my little twinkle is OK.
I was really shocked and as some of you probably know I'm not one for crying but I coudn't stop it was horrible.
Anyway, I'm off work for 2 weeks now so am going to relax and chill out.
love to you all xx