Hi Min

I hope AF is getting a bit better for you. I totally understand why you are taking a bit of a break from Bounty it can get a bit overwhelming. We will miss you of course but look forward to catching up when you are back.

Take care and don't abuse DH too much this month He He!

Jo x

Aww thankyou lovely ladies for all ur support.

I am still really heavy and if it doesnt calm soon i suppose I best ring the docs. Altho I dont think there is anything they can do really. And I dont want them taking me off the list or prolonging my wait in case of  a natural BFP.

Anyway, I have a really good wk end to look forward to with some friends so im quite upbeat really.

I will be keeping an eye on all ur diaries but possibly not focusing on Bounty for a couple of weeks so dont think im being rude by not posting. No particular reason other than sometimes I just need a break from thinking or reading about it.

Chat soon,

Have a lovely wk end girls xxxx

Hi Min,

I'm so sorry to hear about your news, but like the other girls have said, you must look at this in a positive light. The fact that you got a chemical pregnancy means that you must be getting closer to that elusive BFP!!!!!!!!!!!!! Keep going hon, you will get there and hopefully you won't need to see your name reach the top of the list.

Lots of Love

Scarlett xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

P.S, am loving your emoticons.....I found myself pulling the same face myself as I was reading through your post!!!!!! Think I'm finally losing it!!!!

Hi Min!

Well, I agree with the others, it definitely sounds like it to me. I'm so sorry that it didn't stick, but dammit woman you are going to get that sticky bean very soon!! I can feel it in me bones!  

I think it's wonderful that you have such a positive way of looking at this. I'm going to be keeping fingers and toes crossed for you to get a definite BFP and a vert sticky bean this month! BD away!!    xx

Thanks for the replies girls.

Melissa, it is definitely not implantation as bleeding came on so sudden and heavy and I was in absolute agony last night. This AF is definitely worse than my normal ones.

Thanks for ur kind words JO. It is obviously a little upsetting but to be honest Im trying to think of it as a good thing. The fact that it all happened in one day saved me from dreaming about my pregnancy, bean, baby, announcing the good news etc. If id have got a positive on say Saturday and been so happy all wk end to find it gone by Mon I wud have been pretty devastated. I think the fact that im not sure if i had one or not also helps. But like u say, im getting closer to that all important BFP!!!!!!

So dont worry girls im still positive. Infact I cant wait to get BD ing this month

Minxx

Hi Min

I have just replied on your thread too but saw this so thought I would waffle on some more!

If it was a chemical pregnancy and it certainly does sound as though it could be then it means you and your DH have managed to get further towards your BFP than before.

It must be heartbreaking for you Min to have such hope and elation dashed so quickly but maybe this can give you that boost you need before you reach the top of that list to continue trying naturally and get that BFP.

I wish this could have been a sticky BFP for you more than anything as you deserve it so much. Love the icons by the way you did not need any words they told the story themselves!

Take care hun Jo x

Hello,  it def sounds like one to me - i have had three of these in the last 6 months - its makes you think you were seeing things on the bfp!  lol.  but chances are it was so and the egg just did not get properly embedded for whatever reason.  that said if the bleed was very light it could be that you are preg and it was an implantation bleed where the egg beds in better sometimes causing a bleed - if that the case test again soon.  best of luck Mel xxx

Hi girls,

Thought I wud just update u on my recent events. As most of u know me and DH are on a long IVF waiting list due to male factor probs.

However, this month I have had so many symptoms leading upto AF that I was convinced I was pregnant. The biggest one was the nausea and heightened smell. Last night I awoke suddenly with an urge to be sick. It was so bad I had to run to the loo. I havent actually been sick since I was a child nor was I sick last night but alarm bells started ringing when it woke me up...v.unusual.

I was due AF over the wk end. With all the symptoms and no AF I decided to test today...something I also havent done for a long time. Now this is the strange part. The control line was not fully visible and only ran up half the oval. However, as quickly as this line appeared another line (very faint) appeared in the square window. I was estatic. Ive never seen even a hint of a line in all our yrs ttc. 

Now the bad part. I then got horrendous cramps and a very heavy bleed  ( i normally start off light). Im obviously gutted as this is my AF.

But have I just experienced a chemical pregnancy or a duff test???

I wud have like it to at least b a chemical to let me know that we have a chance of natural conception.  

I did another test later with the same brand and it was - My urine was nowhere nr as concentrated as the 1st time tho.

SOOOOOOO Confusing and im tired of thinking about it all to be honest. Was a fabulous feeling while it lasted tho

Sorry for rant, I just cant stop thinking what an eventful night and day ive had. &

Minxxx

P.S - Hope u like all the faces. So convenient for adding emotions to my tale