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11/10/08 16:20
11/10/08 13:51
Hiya all,
How u feeling this weekend Theresa, hows the pain / & the bleeding? hope thats easing off now & not too bad. Lots of
to u xxxxxxxxxHow's everyone's weekend going? i took ds gmnastics first thing, - & now just chillin'. Got a couple of friends coming round later this afternoon, then just a usual quiete evening in!
DP was out last night, now out again this afternoon until late this eve!!
annoys me really. Made him do loads of housework whilst i was out this morning to make up for it! lolAlso need to go & buy a new bed tomorrow. Although its over 10 years old, ds keeps bouncing on it, & it finally snapped the other night, so im literally sleeping on the mattress on the floor now, great!
U getting any signes yet Lynds? & how u feeling shelley, tired, or generally ok?
Great idea u doing this online thing Theresa, ive always found u a very supportive, caring person....always able to say the 'right' thing to help someone feel better. Good for u. Also give u something to focus on & keep busy.
(Thinking of u too hun, cos im sure in a way, your not looking forward to mon) xxxx
Well have fab weekends all, talk later xxx
10/10/08 20:15
Hi girls,
Theresa so nice to see you back, we really did miss you a lot and it wasn't the same hun. Glad you liked your flowers and balloon and they arrived safely. That's great you're helping others that have been through the same thing, you're def the right person to do that, you're so strong and positive and a real gem. Good luck with it all
. Here's to some nookie for you soon 
. Sarah glad your scan went well today, sounds really positive about the low risk too. Did you get any pics? Did they take blood from your arm? Hope you start to feel more positive about this pg soon, though I understand, think you will after the 20 week scan when everything's more real and you'll be feeling movements any time now.
Lynds glad to hear your dh is going to be there on demand for you this month! you tell him girl! Sounds like you're having a busy night, put your feet up and relax once your shopping is put away. Awwww hope you get some good news about your job though.
No girls I didn't walk too far. It was just around the school grounds and I kept stopping for a rest and a drink and we made a badge for Alex. I didn't finish the walk. Most of the Reception class went back to their classroom after a couple of laps as it was too far for them! When I walk to work my bump goes really tight and I get a stitch, just like I did with Alex.
Have a good weekend everyone.
10/10/08 18:11
hi girls
theresa sweetie so glad you got our flowers i spent a while looking for something fitting for you honey as we all care for you so much xxxxx
sarah i can understand you crying when they said they had a heartbeat i think i'd just cry with a bfp at the moment.
shelley i agree good on you for trying a sponsored walk in your full pg mode. sorry to hear your little boy is still having trouble with that trouble maker at school its not fair.
its weekend and i'm now chilling out after a stressful week on the phones. we've been speaking to the managing director about our jobs and if there still safe and he confirmed for the time being ING will be taking over from us but that our customer service knocks theirs out of the water so i know the customers will miss us when they eventually migrate over. the company have basically now got to find other contracts for us to work on. i'm staying calm as i really want to ov next week and danny is understanding this month and knows he has to play his part or we'll never be parents its only took me 3 YEARS to get it through his skull
i'm hoping for ov signs again and hopefully work should ease next week too.hope you all have a good weekend. my battery has gone in my car so just having that replaced tonight and also got my asda home delivery due and need to empty the drier then have a shower and hopefully not wake up till midday tomorrow!!! i do enjoy housework NOT lol xxxxxxx
10/10/08 17:09
Yeah a lot better state lol....
I know i cant help it i do care and worry but i think its what helps me to try be strong is to focus on making sure others are okay too, in fact I have volunteered for a support group and will be heping with online support and replying to posts from grieving people how have been thrugh the same... finally i can feel i am helping others in some way,,, i wlasy said i wanted to do something more rewarding.....
right pff now x love always xxx
10/10/08 16:41
Awwwwww lovely to see on here theresa, really it is. Glad these flowers arrived in a decent state!! did u get thru to that company in the end about the state of the over delivery?
Typical of u theresa, thinking of others. Yes this morning was quite emotional. Think she said nuchal measuremeant was 1.6 too, she did say from looking at the fluid around the baby's neck it looked as though id be low risk, but wont get blood test results until end of this. Part of me feels abit guilty also being worried having a downs baby, but think id rather know either way.
Sounds lovely, everything u have arranged for monday, hun. Although u shouldnt have to go thru this at all.When do u reakon you'll go back to work, the following week?
Need to pop out for some dinner
xx
10/10/08 16:29
Girls thanks for the flowers and the balloon xxxx
means a lot to know i have you guys xxxi did cringe when i saw the box though, sarah knows what im on about, i recieved some flowers from the same company from my friend in Bournemouth and they arrived in a right mess, was so upset i saw the name and thought maybe they had sent me a bomb... lol!
I swen a blanket and pillow and taken them to the funeral directors today with my photos and teddy bears, i made the coffin up myself exactly how i wanted it which was nice... x i have taken a pic of my blanket i will upload not bad for a first attempt ... and moved some of the things folrm the garden ready for the new cross...
sarah so pleased that your scan wetnt well i truely am
did they give you the nuchal measurement? mine was 1.6mm i think, i can imagine you was emotional big milestone for you honey and i know your going all the way with this one i truely do xxxxx i know its a very sad time and i do know you feel it with me but you have to stay positive for your little one now babe..... im routing for ya xxxShelley great on the walk x good for you hun,,,, you didnt walk far did u?
Tobyrose welcome to the gang! i hope that you are okay and thank your support xxx
Lynds x thanks sweetie! get your nookie in,,, i shall be alolowed it soon,,, about time! although i would rather still be pregnant,,,,, all corssed for you this month i so like to see you get your bfp,, i think its about your time babe xxx
Well all in place for monday now just got to sort my music,,, boobs are still so sore hoping they go away soon,,, with a bit of luck grrr does your head in, also having a scan nexct thurs to check all gone what with last time and that so fingers crossed....
cathc up soon and girls thanks again for the flowers that was really nice of you all and Zoe! x i shall text her
10/10/08 13:26
Hi all,
Can't believe you were attempting a sponsered walk shelley!! Good girl. Glad u didn't push yourself too much though.
Back from the 12 week scan, was pretty nervous, the first thing i asked when she had the scanner thing on my belly was; is there a heartbeat?? (cos its like they keep in suspense on purpose!!) & once she said 'oh yes', that it was it, the floodgates opened & she had to pass me a tissue. She said all looks absolutley fine. I then had the blood test for downs, should get results in a weeks time.....Can't say i actually feel relieved still, - dont think i will be until im holding this baby in my arms.
Well at least 1 of us will be getting some Lynds! Go for it girl, & hopefully hubby will keep his promises' up this time. Lots of
for u this month.Thx for popping on with your nice wishes tobyrose. my ds loves roary too! im at the other end of the scale than u two girls - im currently looking at schools to choose for joshua for next sept! Scarey.
& how are you doing tobyrose? i know that u quite recently had a loss. All the best for trying again.
((((((((hugs))))))) to u theresa. Thinking of u. xxxxx
10/10/08 13:21
Hiya, Alex is 4, he'll be 5 in February. I think the school just don't like the hassle of it all and try to ignore it. It's not that he's being bullied as such, there's one boy who seems to have behaviour problems and Alex is one of his targets! As Alex wears glasses the boy seems to think he can just pull them off and try and break them! A lot of parents have complained but nothing is being done about it as far as we can tell!
10/10/08 12:47
No matter, how old is Alex? I see he is having difficulities at School my Toby is four and I had to write to the school because he kept getting knocked over at playtime....the school were okay but quick to explain that Toby did rush about it felt like were trying to pass on responsibility a bit, the school is very overcrowded and whilst the reception kids have their own play area there are almost 90 kids playing out at the same time......
10/10/08 11:58
Sorry I meant Toby Rose!
10/10/08 11:58
Hi girls! Phew just got back from sponsored walk which I couldn't complete for obvious reasons! Harvest Festival was boring! Yawn! Well actually the Vicar was! Going to do absolutely nothing now until I pick Alex up, had more problems at school over his glasses so had to see his Teacher today!
Sarah, thinking of you having your scan hun, hope all is well with your little one, enjoy it all, can;t wait to hear about it later.
Lynds sorry you're so tired hun, happy bding though
. We still haven't done the deed since my bleed at 20 weeks! I have cobwebs now! It's not worth the worry and risk though. My pelvic floor is not good anyway.Theresa what can I say - lots of love and hugs to a very special lady, thinking of you all the time. Take care sweetheart.
Amber rose thanks for the well wishes, love your profile pic, ds would too, he's Roary mad!
10/10/08 11:15
Sarah good luck for today.
LYnds, enjoy the bedding x one million. Hope it's going to be your month. Shelly haven't seen you about for a while hope you okay and Theresa sweetheart everyone is thinking about you....X10/10/08 09:36
hi girls
tobyrose thanks for you well wishes i know i appreciate it so much and i'm sure the other girls do to.
cd8 for me today. been so tired recently but that could either be the clomid of the workload coming in right now!! we got our 1st bd'in out the way last night and next is saturday and i need to crack on with the opks so i can pick up my surge hubby is understanding about the 3 full days of bd'in on the surge then every other day after the surge too.
sarah good luck at the scan xxxxx
theresa were missing you so much honey xxxx
shelley hope all is well for you xxx
10/10/08 08:39
Morning all,
Hope you're doing ok'ish, Theresa, we all miss u on here. (((((((((hugs)))))))))
At least you've still got a job then Lynds for the time being, & as u say, not worth stressing yourself out about it too much.
Hope you're ok Shelley
Will pop on back later, got my scan this morning, i shall be v nervous xx
9/10/08 12:15
hello just dropping by to leave hugs for Theresa and to the rest of you girls too...X
9/10/08 09:58
Just a quickie before I go to work!
Theresa I'm thinking of you all the time and hope you are coping as well as can be expected. I don't know what to say really, just look after yourself and stay strong like you always are. ((((HUGS)))) to you, take it easy.
Lynds hope everything works out with your job, it's all doom and gloom atm with job losses and the banks in trouble, hope it works out for you.
Sarah, have a good day, hope Joshua enjoys his swimming. I've noticed the chlorine has flared Alex's eczema up that he hasn't suffered with since he was a year old!
9/10/08 09:38
hi ladies
currently flooded with calls and no answers to give them. the job will take a long time and we aren't employed by the bank itself but with the umbrella company so the bank in administration may eventually fully wind down over a few months and i get permanent next month after 6 months anyway then we can always pick up anothe contract for another company after this. i'm not worrying as the stress will not help my body.
cd8 today and due to ov soon forgot to do an opk last night as was talking to theresa till around 7pm ish. she's bearing up well but i know how heartbroken she is and i know i would be exactly the same.
wow good that the boys are enjoying their swimming lessons. i know i'd take my kids swimming to get them used to the water my mum was always afraid of the water so she got us swimming to make sure we would always be safe.
sarah good luck with the job hope you get it. is it the same type of work and within the same company?
shelley glad your doing ok xxx
floaty kisses to Theresa, Ashleigh and Morgan xxxx
9/10/08 09:27
Hi all,
Just popping on quickly to say that im thinking of you today too, Theresa, I know that the start of each day must be tough, but keep hanging in there.......(((((((hugs)))))))
Im crap with words & i know that nothing i can say at the mo will really help anyway, but just wanted u know that im thinking of u, always xxxxx
8/10/08 20:26
Hi all,
Nice to talk to u today Theresa, but i wish it was under alot nicer circumstances. Your doing really well hun, as u said take each day at a time. Im here if ever u want to chat / moan, wotever.
Went to an interview yesterday in newcastle, so stayed over night last nite, for the interview first thing. Went ok, but can't say that i really like interviews! will find out next week if successful. So took about 5 hours to travel back today, was quite knackered.
Oh thats a shock about your company Lynds?? Is it because of the current economic climate do u think? how much longer will u be working there do u reakon?
U ok Shelley? joshuas' due his swimming lesson tomorrow, but ive got a couple of days off work, so might take him to london for the day on the train - its such an adventure just taking him on a train - it doesn't take alot!
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX & lots of love to Ashleigh & Morgan XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
hey.
aw thanks sarah, it kinda just helps me also eases the pain knowing i can help someone else iykwim... all pretty much sorted for monday now, cemetary all tidy and i bought a lovely great bog bamboo woodchime to hang in the tree above their garden, lol wonder how many people that will p*** off " oh well" bleeding not too bad i have had two bad spells where it just doesnt want to stop and lost a lot of pg sack so hopefully....... all will be gone when i have scan on thurs... eak on your bed hope you get a real nice big comfy one!
lynds how you getting on with the sticks? hope your getting lots of bd in hun,, i know i will be doing lots of practice very soon, i feel bad for wanting it in a way what with having so much on my mind but it makes me feel real close to ash and thats what we need right now x
shelley hope all is well honey x if i dont catch up tomorrow i shall speak early next week x love always girls xxx