That's beautiful Katie

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BIRTHDAY WISHES 

I am sending birthday wishes
from far across the miles
tied with lace and ribbons
my special birthday smile

Also hugs and kisses
wrapped in special prayers
happiness and laughter
joy beyond compare

Wishing you warm sunshine
each day when you awake
peace within and harmony
with every step you take

As you drift off in slumber
and nestlle upon the clouds
know i am thinking of you
from way across the miles

thanx girls 

iv been ok considering, iv been tryin to keep busy. but now iv stopped and kyle is asleep ..    

Awww hun, bless you. Sending you huge huge ((((((((((hugs))))))))) hun. I know how hard it is, today will be one of the hardest of your life, but you will get through it hun and I am sure your beautiful angel is with you now, helping to get you through and keep you strong. The only way to cope is to get through each minute as it comes, if you need to cry, do it, if you need to scream go for it and if you just want to curl up in a ball in the dark and wish the world away then do it hun. Whatever you need you do it. And we are all here for you sweetheart, whenever you need anything. I think it's a lovely idea about a balloon hun or maybe buying a plant or flower to plant so you cahn watch it grow and rememeber your angel. Lots of love and hugs to you hun

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Hi hun

First of all sending you big hugs as i know how you feel. Unfortunately the 'firsts' of everything are the hardest. I remember going past the date my little girl was supposed to have been born, then mothers day, my birthday, her birthday etc. Sadly there is no words that can make it any easier for you other than to know that others do understand. Sadly it sometimes happens that those closest to you forget so i hope this doesnt happen to you.

Try and do something nice for today. Perhaps let a balloon off with a message for your son?

Hi eveyone, me again. Sorry i keep running back to TTCAL but everyones been there for me for so long now and it feel safe in here.

my Little Angels 1st Birthday is today (13th) i didnt expect it to hit me so hard. i thought i could smile through it and celibrate his day. But im finding myself gettin upset already. As soon as it turned midnight my heart started aching so much. he should be here. it shouldnt be his birthday till jan/feb and i shouldnt be missing him. 

how do i cope with today? it hurts so much